Monday, April 16, 2007

A naked boy

He stands stripped
He looks unkempt
His arms are wide open
He sings
He smiles
He waits
He loves
He wants to spread happiness
He is not afraid to die
His eyes are shining
His smile charming
but he is not the prince perfect
He is weak
He is vulnerable
He cries
He repents on his past life, sometimes.
He fears the loss of god, so he lives on faith
He is impulsive
He is nervous
He wants to give it all he can
He wants to explore what all he has
He does not knows his goals, but he likes to score goals
He does not know himself, at all.

Gere kisses Shetty

It makes a news, such a big one that it is on the front page of all newspapers and tv channels. His effigies are being burned and Shetty is being cursed.

On the other hand, lot of women at brothels are still having forced and unprotected sex. But, that does not tarnishes Indian culture, which we boast of so much.

It looks like if it is within the four walls, all kinds of moral or immoral sex is OK, but do not do anything in public. What a SHAME.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

The best goal of my football career



In pic: Gabe Vs I, rest are laughing. Thanks Melody, for taking a nice pic.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

The art of Liquification

I feel like a fluid, put me in any bottle you choose, I will be the one you want. I think we are supposed to be fluidish, so that we can be what we want to be and that too without making an effort. The reason we are not is that we are stiff most of the times. But, we should remember after all we are actors and we have to play different characters different times of our life. Therefore, lets not define ourselves because then we are making an effort to be solid. And we are supposed to be so.

Good actors in cinema are like this, they can act any role. So can we in this world of cinema. And all of us want to play our roles well, which are quite contrasting and occur in different phases of our lives. It is a spiritual idea because god is all and if we can be all, then we are close to god also.

Life is full of problems, easy rides, critical times and if we can develop our senses well, then it is easy to act the way we always want to be. To have senses develop, we have to be in that moment, not before not after. It wont matter whether we win or loss, because it is that character who was won or lost. We are not that character, we are something higher. And when we dont have the anxiety of win or loss, we can play well and get joy from the whole process. This is bliss, I guess.

So, lets try to flow or to swim or to float.

-Pompeyy

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Thought of everyday

"Know that you are special, behave as you very ordinary" - Sri Sri Ravi Shankar.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Thought of the day

Look inside, and not outside.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Thought of everyday

"Will I be doing the same thing, if I know today is the last day."
"Dont try to cover yourself, we are born naked and we have to die one day."
- Steve Jobs.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Wake up, son.

In the end, I am a loser, who is killing himself every moment in the hope of the moment of joy. He is blind, doesnt see the women who has pain in her eyes, but ogles at the women sitting next to her, who has the most kissable lips.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

What I dont understand:

*The English grammar, with so many exceptions and so many rules. I still cant write a gramatically correct prose.
*How do women behave, I dont know why do they do, what they do.
*Why the earth is round, when it always looks flat, but I dont care much about it.
*Why do people want to goto Mars ?
*Why do people waste their lives on what other think, say or do.
*Why are there so many rules, institutions; Alas, poor spontaneity has to die.
*Why are so many people blessed, happy and some torn, raped, hungry, lost, overused, oppressed.
*Why do people beleive in god, and still feel so insecure.
*Why is everyone blinded by sex and money
*Why dont I do something useful, then just philosophising.

Friday, March 16, 2007

welcome to the Hotel California

No one can put it better than:

"You can check out anytime you want but you can never leave."

So is california: pretty, sunny, easy going. People are nice, girls are pretty and horny. Landscape is diverse: ocean, mountains, desert, canyons, everything. Opportunities are myriad. Life style is laid back, but hard working.

It is a place, where geeks breed and make fortunes and live happily ever after. It is a place where I want to be, dont you ?

I came back from california last night and a snow storm is saying me: "welcome to New Jersey."

Waiting to sing it again: "Going to California with ache in my heart ..."

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Happy Wednesday

To all the people who dont wait for the day to celebrate love, have a nice wednesday.

And to the rest, all the best for your role of romeo or juliet.

cheers, :).

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Need of Need

Imagine our all wishes come true instantly,
Imagine all the things we desire are ours now.
Imagine your dream prince(ess) is in front of you.
Imagine we have achieved all our ambitions
Imagine we have enough money to do everything
Imagine we are always surrounded with the people we like most
Imagine there is no thirst
there is no desire left over
there is no pain due to any loss/anguish
there is nothing to look forward to anything
there is no wait for something fairytailish
there are no ambitions to be fulfilled
life looks perfect

I dont want a life like this. I believe the cause of perfectness of the life is its imperfectness and we are better off craving for things.

On Sale

a body, a heart and a soul.

Price: Free, but the taker might become demented and insane after a little use.

Recommendation: Only someone who doesnt loves her life too much, should think of living it in just few moments.

Anyone ?

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Days are bright and nights are insane

lonliness + cold weather + darkness = 100% insanity.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

When you are enthusiastic

you dont want anyone to take a pie of your life
you ignore everything and everyone around
you are full of self conceit
you would enjoy each glance from a woman
you are at toes, bubbling with life and energy
you would be a standout in a gathering

and when you are not,
you search outside for happiness
you loose your identity
you would crave for every woman you see
you would see nothing inside you
you would try to look around for a moment of comfort
nobody will love you
people will turn out to be strange
life will look like a boat in a storm
even a little sweet talking will sooth you a lot
you would be looking for options all around
you would become a seeker and desperate

life is a see-saw, we all need patience and humility.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Most popular men

Its not a survey, but I just googled some people and ranked them according to number of pages.

1. Steve Jobs (130,000,000)
2. Christ (114,000,000)
3. Bill Gates (60,500,000)
4. Michael Jordon (56,500,000)
5. Shakespeare (54,400,000)
6. Mozart (49,800,000)
7. Hitler (41,000,000)
8. Einstein (40,000,000)
9. Schumacher (25,700,000)
10. Gandhi (21,400,000)

Interesting to see that Steve Jobs has the maximum hits and that too by a margin.

Notify me if you find someone in between. There is a caveat that the pages might be for other people also who share the same name, but i guess they will be very less than the intented ones.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Not so long ago

when I was a child:

1. I used to love math problems, more than now.
2. Doing complex calculations used to be my favourite hobby and way of entertaining people.
3. Not so surprisingly, I used to love solving puzzles.
4. But, I used to hate the scenario sitting with hundreds of kids and competing for some covetous reward. I rather liked of being on my own and doing it for fun or challange and not competing.
5. I used to like all the detective serials and Byomkesh Bakshi was my favourite.
6. I used to be afraid of strangers and didnt talk to them untill I had seem them long enough. That is why I didnt talk to many people.
7 . I liked to be on my own rather than with people.
8 . I had dreams of being alone in this world and then eating and doing whatever and whenever I want.
9. I used to wet my pants when nervous, till quite late.
10. I used to love my mum a lot more. Now I can see her shortcomings also.
11. I used to consider my father a stranger till quite late when, he saved me from drowning in a water fall. Then, I realised he is indeed a friendly man.

I read "The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time" by Mark Haddon, and it refreshed me with my childhood memories.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Trishula

The three pointed weapon can kill a man.
The sidemost kills the soul.
The other side one is the one which kills the heart.
The middle one kills the mind.

The difference in the length of the spears, is the difference in the time, when each of the part is killed.

And the difference in the time when the soul and heart is killed to when the mind is killed, is the duration of our life.

So, trishula is the cause of the life we are leading. With our heart and soul killed at birth, waiting for the mind to die.

Whosoever, can win over this trishula only, can try to live, otherwise we all are androids.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

a poem

Oh you girl, do you have love for me
Oh you begger, do you have a penny for me
Oh you friend, do you have a reason for being with me
Oh you teacher, can you give me some wisdom
Oh you preacher, shut the fuck up
Oh you leader, get over your desires
Oh you lover, is there any lust left over in you
Oh you scientist, do you think your science will help any poor
Oh you human, are you human ?
Oh you musician, better listen to your soul
Oh you money grabber, do you know you are going to die one day
Oh you, party harder, cause no one will remember you, once you die.
Oh you student, free yourself from your ambitions.
Oh you the greatest, dont be so happy, nobody loves you.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Uncyclopedia

A very interesting link: http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Main_Page. It is NOT the more famous wikipedia, but it has very humourous definitions. Some of the few I read and devoured:

http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/United_States_of_America

http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Image:Worldmap.jpg

http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Sex

http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Monica_Lewinsky

Enjoy.